KamiTinae

Not Until You Bless Me: Update      I just made a post titled: "Not Until You Bless Me." I didn't let go and he granted me with more than I asked for. I would like to share how God has extremely blessed me. After graduating from college last year I was uncertain of the path God would place upon me. However, I would have never imagined the amount of stress that would come upon me while looking for a place of employment.                                                                     Unemployed      I had an extremely difficult time dealing with being unemployed because I had always worked. I started at the age of 15 but I was always taken care of so it was never out of necessity. But, I wanted a sense of value....something that I could claim for my own...accomplishment. After gradua...

1:05 am: A few nights ago I was doing my usual bible reading at night. However, I came upon the story of Jacob and the angel and began to become emotional.  Life will not always place the peace in your mind to allow one to become sound . Provide you with a lesson that explains all of your mistakes. Give you the POWER that you need to take your life back. Or even give you that last breath that you need to live. Sometimes you have to TAKE IT TO MAKE IT . Not Until You Bless Me "Let me go for the day breaketh" I won't let go until you bless me, Pin me....throw me down...grab the hollow of my thigh, Because it's gonna take all of that to break me, You must physically unbind my hands, I swear you're gonna have to make me, Shake me....wrestle me...bring me to my knees, Dust my body with the likes of the ground, Lord I'm holding this position, Til you take me, I've finally fallen limp...overpowered by your strength, And left a with a forever li...

I learned something so beneficial and important to me at church....Question everything Ladies. Someone told me he never believes a thing I say until it's DONE....stand on it! When I LOVE...I Love...and when you truly LOVE someone it ALWAYS STAYS. BUT...if I said I only wanted LOVE....I'd be kidding myself. I WANT A LOVE THAT WILL STAY 1. I want love....not EROS: A physical and sensual "love" between a man and woman. Do I want SEX....so I can passionately burn? ....I don't think SO...Corinthians 7:8-9 2. I want STORGE: Family love, a bond between brothers, sisters, mothers, fathers, daughters, sons...etc. ...I think SO....Exodus 20:12 3. I want PHILIA: Brotherly love, close friendship. ...I think SO Romans 12:10 4. I want AGAPE: Unconditional, sacrificial, presenting SELF...LAST. Agape is the greatest LOVE of all....the love God presents to us all. Unwavering, forgiving....The greatest love one can HAVE. ...I think SO John14:21 God is from th...

Emotional Wounds Tarnished Thoughts Spiritual Droughts Silent Shouts  What Do I Do Now!?! What's to be done when you can't cry past your pain, dream past unbelief, believe unseen, and no longer feel..even..ME. Throughout this whole period I was scared..confused...and I didn't know what to do. But I knew EXACTLY what I had to do. "Stay" Everywhere I've gone when I shouldn't...everywhere I've been and should of stayed, everything I've seen that should of never been, and every time my words were few when all I ever needed was you ...but he STAYED.  God has truly been better to me than I've been to myself.  Relationships are difficult....but I have faith in all things through God. Life would be so much easier if we just do what's right from the GET. But if you don't GET it at first....just GET with GOD..and guess what you GOT IT....your GOOD...OK! ;) Regardless of where my wondering mind and sometimes ...